Dance Switch

Reblog this if someone has ever made you feel worthless .

(Reblogged from averagehope)

maledirectionerxx:

This is my sister, Nanna. Last night, she locked herself in the bathroom. I was really worried, because she also was crying a lot. I called Falck, and when they arrived, over an hour later, they kicked the door in. She was lying on tthe bathroom floor, both arms and stomach were cut in deep. By her side, a empty bottle of Panodils layed. 83 pills gone. She was immideatly rushed to the hospital. They rinsed her body, but at that point iit was already late. She is now in a coma, and the doctors are not optimistic. Please reblog this to pray that my sister will wake up, and survive this. Also reblog, so I can show her that people do care, that she is worth living. That she is beautiful, and she can get out of this. Please.

This is my sister, Nanna. Last night, she locked herself in the bathroom. I was really worried, because she also was crying a lot. I called Falck, and when they arrived, over an hour later, they kicked the door in. She was lying on tthe bathroom floor, both arms and stomach were cut in deep. By her side, a empty bottle of Panodils layed. 83 pills gone. She was immideatly rushed to the hospital. They rinsed her body, but at that point iit was already late. She is now in a coma, and the doctors are not optimistic. Please reblog this to pray that my sister will wake up, and survive this. Also reblog, so I can show her that people do care, that she is worth living. That she is beautiful, and she can get out of this. Please.

(Reblogged from rustedpetals)

Feb 22

Feb 21

What do you do if you loose your only reason to get out of bed, smile, be happy, laugh, eat, sleep, walk, talk, enjoy, love, feel, sing, be silly, be yourself, breathe

TO LIVE

Feb 09

Don’t you hate it when everyone around you tells you how to live your own life? Especially people who should have no say in the matter and should mind their own business. ”People” such as my uncles and aunts constantly either comment on what I am doing or what I am planning to do. They can’t and don’t have the right to tell me what to do. I am a fucking adult now and make my own decisions. It’s about mother fucking time they wake up and realise that. I don’t interfere with their lives or tell them what to do. It is pretty unfair to do that to me regardless of their intentions. Do they actually expect me to do what they say I should do? I am my own person. I know that they have been raised to get into other people’s business But that is no excuse. Neither is “We do it because we love you”. I love them but I don’t tell them how they should live their lives. They can’t even begin to imagine the amount of unnecessary pressure that puts on me. The only expectations I have to live up are my own. That’s right not theirs but mine. To be honest I think that they need to get whatever it is that makes them want to interfere with my life sorted out. As I write this I get more and more agitated as any normal person would I imagine. the main point I am trying to make is ” I don’t care what your lame ass excuse is just STAY OUT OF MY LIFE!!”

Those who have met me who say there is nothing wrong with me haven’t truly met me.

Oct 27

I hate watching romance movies. They make me sad because I’m never going to be loved. No one is ever going to want me. not just want but need me. I could never be someone that he needs in his life. I’m a damaged, broken, useless person that has absolutely nothing to offer.

Oct 18

This shouldn't have happened. Lets stop this from happening in the future.

Please sign this petition.

Oct 17

Pretty please?

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Answer. My mother was the last person who told me she loves me. I'm sure she meant it. What kind of person would I be to tell people who they can or can't love. I just never feel worthy of it.
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
Answer. I would date an 18 year old now. Age is only a number. As long as they are mature. I was 18 once, so I'm not in a place to judge.
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
Answer. The last time I was aggravated and happy at the same is hard for me to remember because I go through so many mood swings on a daily basis.
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Answer. I would smile at a stranger. yesterday I smiled at a child and her mother at the grocery store. Just the smallest simplest gestures can make the world a happier place.
5. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Answer. I am wearing leggings and tribal knit sweater.
6. How often do you listen to music?
Answer. I listen to music every day. I listen to music in the morning to wake me up and start the day in a good mood.
7. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
Answer. I wear sweats more. I am more comfortable in them. That is what more important to me, comfort. If you aren't comfortable in the clothes you wear, it greatly affects your day.
8. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?
Answer. I don't think my life will change dramatically before 2013.
9. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
Answer. I can be either a social or antisocial person. it depends on my mood and surroundings.
10. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Answer. I do care if people talk badly about me. I know I shouldn't care. But they are the people who need to change. Not me.
11. Are you going out of town soon?
Answer. My family and I go out of town every weekend, so yes.
12. When was the last time you cried?
Answer. The last time I cried was too long ago that I don't remember. I don't cry often despite how sad I feel.
13. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Answer. I tell all the people in my life that I love them and that I feel so blessed to have them.
14. If you could change your eye color, would you?
Answer. If I could change my eye color, I would change them to green. Not just because I want green eyes, but because I make impulsive decisions. I feel like I would miss my brown eye a week later.
15. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
Answer. I would do anything for my father, brother, dog, uncles, cousins, guy friends.
16. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
Answer. I dislike the fact that I am having such a hard time doing my college assignments today.
17. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Answer. It is cute when guys kiss you on your forehead.
18. What are you sitting on right now?
Answer. I am sitting on a couch right now.
19. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Answer. I have wanted someone I couldnt have. Every guy that I have ever wanted I knew I could never have because there is no way they would like me in a romantic way and that I didn't deserve them.
20. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
Answer. The last person I talked to before I went to bed last night was my sister after we watched Scream.
21. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
Answer. The sweater I am wearing is from H&M.
22. Does anyone hate you?
Answer.There are people that hate me. It's not possible to be liked by everyone.
23. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
Answer. I did have empty bottles of alcohol hidden in my room when I had a borderline alcohol problem.
24. Do you like watching scary movies?
Answer. I love to watch scary movies because the scarier the movie, the more you forget about your problems.
25. Do you want your tongue pierced?
Answer. I do not want a tongue piercing because I do not want to risk getting an infection.
26. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
Answer. I would not delete any years of my life because life is not worth living in regret.
27. Did you have a dream last night?
Answer. I do not remember my dream last night.
28. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Answer. I tell people I love them everyday.
29. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Answer. I do not have any desire to get married at all. But I hope to be in a stable committed relationship in five years.
30. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Answer. I dont think anyone could ever possibly have romantic feelings for me.
31. Did you have a good day yesterday?
Answer. I had an okay day yesterday. Well I'm still alive.
32. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
Answer. I was not in a relationship two months ago.
33. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
Answer. In the next 48 hours I will hang out with my sister.
34. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Answer. My friends have told me they dont ever want to lose me.
35. What’s the best part about school?
Answer. The best part about school is learning things, discovering yourself, and making friends.
36. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Answer. Yes I have pictures on my Facebook.
37. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
Answer. I used to pass notes to my friends in high school.
38. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
Answer.I do replay events in my head. But it depends on the event and if people's feelings were hurt.
39. Were you single over the last summer?
Answer. I was indeed single last summer.
40. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Answer. My life is not nearly anything like it was two years ago. for one thing I am living on a completely different continent. So that changes a lot.
41. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Answer. I am supposed to be doing my college assignments right now.
42. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Answer. No I do not hate anyone.
43. Are you nice to everyone?
Answer. I try to be nice to everyone.
44. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Answer. I have liked someone I didnt expect to.
45. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Answer. I would deffinitely last in a six month relationship without cheating because I would NEVER cheat.
46. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Answer. I am extremely good at hiding my feelings.
47. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Answer. I don't discriminate. I am friends with whoever I am friends with.
48. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
Answer. Yes my friends have seen me cry.
49. Do you hate anyone?
Answer. I do not hate anyone. I have better things to do with my time.
50. How’s your heart?
Answer My heart is oxygen and blood filled and beating. thank you for asking. How is your heart?
51. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
Answer. there is nothing in my past that I hate talking about. I'm not proud some things but I will talk about them because we are human and all make mistakes.
52. Have you ever cried over a guy?
Answer. I have cried over a guy.
53. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
Answer. I don't know who would be talking crap about me right now. But it could be anyone.
54. Are your toenails painted pink?
Answer. My toenails arent painted pink. I should paint them pink though. I love pink nail polish.
55. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Answer. My next kiss will not be a mistake. If I care about the person.
56. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
Answer. Wrong. It kills us to see them sad.
57. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
Answer. My pants have been pulled down by another person in public.
58. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
Answer. The last person I was on the phone with was my uncle, to wish him a happy birthday.
59. How do you look right now?
Answer. I look like me right now.
60. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
Answer. I have people that I can be myself around.
61. Can you commit to one person?
Answer. Yes I am a very committed person.
62. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Answer. Does family count?
63. Did you wake up cranky?
Answer. I listen to music when I wake up. How could I possibly be cranky?
64. Are you a jealous person?
Answer. I don't get jealous in relationships. but I do get jealous of material goods that other's have.
65. Are relationships ever worth it?
Answer. Relationships are always worth it.
66. Anyone you’re giving up on?
Answer. I will never give up on anyone.
67. Currently wanting to see anyone?
Answer. I am waiting to see my very good friend who I havent seen in months.
68. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Answer. I have to do my college assignments tomorrow.
69. Last person you cried in front of?
Answer. I was the last person I cried in front of.
70. Is there someone you will never forget?
Answer. I will never forget anyone that I have ever met.
71. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
Answer. We would be watching 27 dresses.
72. Are you over your past?
Answer. I am over my past.
73. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
Answer. I have not romantically liked any of my guy friends.
74. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Answer. There are people that I can tell everything to.
75. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
Answer. It depends on what they did.
76. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
Answer. I would let them in. I couldnt just leave them standing on my doorstep.
77. Who do you have texts from?
Answer. I have texts from my friends.
78. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
Answer. I would tell them that I like them. But tell them to go after the person they like. I would not want to stand in the way of their happiness.

(Reblogged from shaeliveswell)

Oct 16

Smarts, but not smart

Here is some solid advice for if/when you have children. If they are diagnosed with a learning disability that isn’t as serious as Autism or Down Syndrome. DO NOT under any circumstances listen or take any advice from teachers or doctors. This includes getting the child extra help in school such as an IEP. The child will start to develop strong feelings of frustration, anger, sadness, or shame that can lead to psychological difficulties such as anxiety, depression, or low self-esteem, as well as behavioral problems. Learning disabilities are far more devastating than the academic challenges it brings. Giving the child extra help throughout their grade school years will cripple the child’s ability to complete their work independently as an adult. I have been diagnosed with a learning disability and have gone through every thing I have discussed. Not to mention being bullied and labeled as a “retard”. So take this from someone who actually knows.

Oct 10